You are truly the kindest person I have ever met. You've been an inspiration and a great friend these past years. Now that we're out of school I felt like I should tell you that I have the biggest crush on you. You're an amazing individual & I wish you the best next year with whatever you do.
Thank you. I appreciate you sharing this kind words with me, so once again thank you! :)
Here I am, sitting, waiting, wanting, Here I am, sitting waiting, hoping, Here I am, Broken beaten bothered Bothered by you. You remind me of her. You argue the same. There is no winning. There is no point. Why bother ever saying what’s on my mind? Who will listen? Who will listen? Certainly not, You. I’ve always been one to talk No one ever listens because no one ever hears. My words seem to reach those nearby, Yet, their heads unmoving, they ignore. Rather, they focus on those with voices they focus on those, who must be heard. So I bury my voice even deeper. i do not bother repeating what was said. I place it under my chest, i place it with my disappointment and despair and they grow together, they emerge as one, they are the last 10 years of my life they are the boy that was never heard. they are inside me. they are within me. I am the boy.
"Sleep, eyes shut effortlessly. Come to me, take me to your world. Coax me in. Put me at ease. Sleep, I long to hold you in my chest. Slow, breathhhs, slow, breathhhs, Make me feel good tonight, awaken me, anew. Send me top tales to tel myself. So I may refresh your sweet song. Open my mind to the message, the bottle, pushed upon, consuming me whole. What is the meaning, where is my sleep? Gone to the Garden. SLEEP, Sleep, sleep…I miss you. Return to me soon.”
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There you are, trucking along in your life, your marriage. Maybe you’re six months out from the altar, or two years, or 12, or 20. Your husband is unaccountably late coming home from work again. Or he’s distant or cranky again. Or, as in my case, he leaves his rancid gym clothes on the clean bedspread again. Or he butchers an entire pig in your kitchen again (yes! He’s taken the whole know-where-your-meat-comes-from thing to the extreme). And you think, no matter how happy or in love you felt just yesterday, Good grief, wouldn’t all this be easier without YOU? Marriage is long and hard. It’s no picnic, yet at times it feels like a joke: Millions of us are trying to move - and grow, and breathe - while shackled to another person, as if in a three-legged race. Wouldn’t it be easier to div____?
And yet, the D-word. It’s so dire. No person stays committed forever without at least contemplating life solo, but do you really want to amputate your sometimes better half? Here, a panel of wise authors, therapists, artists, lawyers, and scientists makes the case for sticking it out. Even if your union is rosy right now, consider this required reading. Use it to appreciate, nurture, and take a mental snapshot of what you have. Some day you may find yourself (or a dear friend) on the brink, and you’ll want the best tools possible to help you remember what’s at stake and salvage what you’ve got. With that in mind, try these tips to save your marriage before you sign the divorce papers.